The winter of 2010 was
very harsh even by German standards. It was snowing knee deep even on the eve
of Christmas, and it was all set for a Weisse weinnachten
(white Christmas). I had planned to stay back and explore Stuttgart for the Christmas vacations rather
than traveling behind touristy places which most of my friends did.
On a gloomy winter
morning, I decided to go to Birkenkopf which is not far from city center. It is
a man-made mountain built out of the rubble of the Second World War. The war
had reduced almost three-fourth of the industrial city to rubbles, from where
it was rebuilt by industrious people. Facing the city below, I sat in one of
those giant pieces of stone slabs which should been a pillar of a pre-war
building. The City was pitch white but for the patches of rooftops and
occasionally red regional trains leaving the main station. I took out my travel
diary and started to continue my unfinished article on Swabian food culture,
but found my fingers too numb in cold to write anything.
“Eiskalt” smiled the
old lady who was sitting in the slab next to mine. She should be in her late
sixties, short and somewhat fat and her unkempt hair held together by a
headband. She had a couple of plastic covers stuffed to its brim with clothes.
It is interesting that I didn’t notice her when I came to sit in the slab. Her
features are so sublime that it mingles into the canvas so inadvertently that
hardly anyone notices her. “Ja! genau” I smiled back at her. Her smile carried
a kind of faint luminescence which should have been a lightning glow attracting
men during her Youth.
After the customary
introductions and mutual questions about India and Germany, we decided to take
the bus back to centre of city. Despite being so involved while talking about
general topics, she hardly spoke anything about herself during long winding trip.
When we ran out points to discuss about a topic, there was an oppressive
silence, which was then followed by another general topic like ‘Climate
change’. So, as we neared the city center I was expecting that she would bid
adieu. But she asked me whether I can join her for coffee chat.
I got a double
espresso for me. She had cappucino. For those who had not been to cold
countries, you can never understand the importance of coffee on a cold day. We
sat down indoors near the glass window overlooking the street. I looked outside
the window and waited for the conversation to start. The city square was crowded,
but there was some orderliness in the crowd. Lovers were giggling over a cup of
gluhwein in the Christmas markets. An old man was buying a pack of Mandeln
(Candied, roasted almonds) for his granddaughter. Christmas is a special time to be in Germany, it’s
a feel which can never be transcended into words.
I hardly thought this ‘old-
plastic bag carrying-head band wearing’ woman might go down as one of the most
engaging conversationalists I have met in my life. That despite the fact that I
was never sure whether what she told me was truth or a figment of her
imaginations.
She told me that she
had never seen her father. The last that was heard of him was a long letter
from the eastern front enquiring about his pregnant wife and how he wants the
child to be named. Apparently, the child was named Volga.
Volga spent her childhood in Gaislingen and
later studied in Ulm.
Fate took her finally to Stuttgart after drifting her through Duisburg, Halle
and Jena. She decided to live alone in Stuttgart after a disagreement with her
only daughter who had married a Turkish businessman.
She narrated her story with the necessary ups
and downs in her voice to express the various emotions connected with the
story.
In return I offered
her the short history of mine of how I was born in temple town in South of
India and so on. She was equally excited with my narration. She can’t digest
the fact that my German is better than my Hindi.
And as people came and
left around our table, we sat there four hours straight. We parted exchanging
our phone numbers.
The next time I saw
her was during the Monday demonstrations against Stuttgart 21 near the main railway station.
The people of Stuttgart staged a huge demonstration against the governments
decision to tear down the old railway station and build a new hi-tech one.
Volga was behind a sea
of green flags. She herself was waving a banner which said ‘Mappus weg!’
(Mappus – Name of mayor of Stuttgart;
Weg – get away)
and as usual she had a
rugged head band.
“What are you doing
here in the demonstrations?” She asked me.
“I..” She did not wait
for my answer, as she joined shouting the slogans which started just then.
“I invite you to my
place. I live in Giebel” she shouted and wrote her address in my hand.
One Sunday morning I
took a long walk from my apartment in Feuerbach and had reached near Giebel. I
remembered Volga and decided to drop-in and
say hi.
She lived in a single
room flat in a huge complex mostly inhibited by old people.
I could see that she
was not so happy that I had come without informing before. She was repenting
that she didn’t even clean her house. Volga made coffee for me and offered some
bretzels.
She was busy arranging
her unkempt bookshelf. I saw this book on the table whose title was something
like ‘Die Einsamkeit der Primzahlen’. I took this book and sat in the balcony with
the coffee to flip through the book till she finishes her rearrangement of
shelves.
The balcony was overlooking a garden. In it couple
of young guys trying to fix a hookah. As time passed, many more guys joined the
hookah party and there was lot of noise. I came back to the living room. She
was still rearranging and I understood that I could not speak a word until she
finishes.
After sometime, I planned
to break the silence.
‘Can I lend this from
you?’ I asked.
‘No. Leider. I plan to
read it on the Weinachten’ She said.